Breathing, Belly Dance, and Breakthroughs – Part II

A week ago, I was enjoying a fabulous breakthrough. Something had shifted for me emotionally. (Still am not sure what.) My body released, some tension patterns had all but disappeared, I was happy, joyful, and confident. What’s more, my energy surged. On Sunday of a week ago, I could barely get through the day, no matter how much B12 and ginseng I took in. The next day, all but forgetting about supplements, I breezed through the day and worked hard into the late evening, enjoying every moment.

And I had three more days just like that.

Until, Thursday evening, I felt this funny little warning “hotness” in my throat. I knew instinctively what it was, and recognized that my body was craving Vitamin C. I still went out to a meeting that night.

The next morning, my throat was red, raw, and painful. There was no longer any doubt or question. Whether strep throat or simply one of the worst colds of my life, it had landed!

So I stayed (more or less) calm throughout the weekend. I pulled back from all human contact, and let friends know that I wouldn’t be at some events – even those which we’d been anticipating for months. I even minimized phone time.

By Sunday, my energy was low, and I spent most of the day in bed, alternating naps with listening to a book on CD.

So what caused this magnificent “fall from grace”? Was the breakthrough not real? (Well, actually, yes it was. I knew that the tension release, the freedom in movement, and the increased energy were all very real.)

What happened was simply a big “word from the Universe” that it was time to settle down. I had taken on too much. (Have STILL taken on too much.) I was behind on almost every promised task.

Setbacks such as these – whether flu or colds, or something more serious – are often the way that our Higher Self pulls us out of our nearly compulsive “to-do” list – where our entire cognitive focus, our identify, and most certainly our attention and time – are wrapped up in our “things to do.”

So I’m doing all the expected and appropriate things. Fluids. Lots of rest. Vitamin C. More rest. Chicken soup. (And more rest.)

In short order, I’ll find my paperwork, and go see a doctor. And I’ll probably get a round of antibiotics. But healing doesn’t come from the anti-biotics, per se. (Not saying that they can’t be of great help.) Rather, the healing has to come from a shift from within, and it is to this that I’m giving my attention.

And oh yes – using “breathing to heal”? Yes, I’m doing that as well. Consciously circulating energy. Reaching out with my awareness, and catching little “energy waves”; bringing them in and moving this energy around my body. Doing the Silk-Weaving Exercises (a form of Chinese breathing and exercising exercises.